oh beloved happiness

 can i track you down?

i followed your footsteps so long

and all  i fish  is that lil frown

she smiles at me innocent

i can't help ;but listen

lose your track and drift again....

in my world of doom and disdain

gloom speaks to me and i answer too!!??

she hands me back........

those memories of you

irony helps, and lends a smile

lil frown giggles, she's so guile

as i sit back , reflecting again??

on fruitless thought, try delve again

fate comes home ,with a friend called hope

finding the self distraught,as before

shut my eyes to dream , as in past

wondering...................

is this life? If yes,

how many moments it’d last

for theres no dream divine save you

as each my breath is maimed

a million beats teh heart has skipped

and equal dreams have passed unamed!!!