Mar 25, 2011


Too much of listless thought usually lead me  to hunger as i Was eating into a packet of some biscuits my mother gave me when i was about to leave home for yet another lapse of memory and my reason, however absurd it may be , it was still my reason,my only existence.
The bisciuts felt good,to me as they were being eaten,leading me to check into its contents, which turned out to be some digestive , multigrain and some more technical jargon stuff.
As i took a pause from writing this and turning left to pick up and bite another biscuit(or cookie!the stuff needs a promotion!) my mind wandered to the past , letting me know that these tasty cookies had at some point one of the most i despised , like a lost lover , looked hard for her , but when ever i needed her the most , she was no where to be found.
And boy did i need them? Specially when not only you , but the life of your master and thousands depended on them.exactly what the org taught me.but i failed to imagine teh ways which led to a normal guy , eating and living with his own people , most of the time(assuming he had lived how i , most people:lived) to turn into with the most of absurd eating idiosynchrasies . but, many a times such habits have brought amusement too , on dark weary days , half glad of teh alcohol circulating in the head , half sad of the pen gyrating , reminding of the pending work, th eattempts at concentration suddenly shatter, forcing a smile , as i read through the daily food habits of VIPs wondering,(secterly aiming to be one some day!) whether to persist in this moment of gleam , or to note it down for future.
The road of Life has s**t on it. What you need to do it learn to wipe it off your shoes and keep walking.
          -jasper riddle.

Mar 18, 2011

kit the killer

he was called kit, they said was a killer
with a sharp short beard, penetrative eyes
roused many a shiver, kit the killer

kit wouldn't know why was he so
just/unjust,black or white
he carried on , his conscious aside
all he cared, was the call and the dough

one jobless day ,he sat with a beer
a slight cool breeze and a drizzle near
the darkening sky and the setting sun
purging his mind, with a brush through his gun

as his phone quirked to life
kit cleaRED HIS THROAT, ANSWERED THE VOICE
no greetings exchanged , was work to be done
as he hastily finished, the  duty to his gun

a few more swigs, three pipes in a row
with the stars getting back,
he was good to go
picked up his coat and holster covered gun
kissed his dog,a mastiff pup
who seemed to be in a mood for a run
he gave a smirk,its face forlorn
(could probably be sniffing his intentions for long)

kit reached the home
long before midnight
kept an eye through his fancy sight
reached the door when things went calm
turned the pin opened the lock
pushing it gently with his arm

things were dark , tough to see
an environment he'd been used to
untamed , unrestricted and free
he stealthily leapt , towards his aim
reached teh door
just barged in
prepared his gun
for another life to claim

the room ill lit fading neon light
the window open , breeze trickling slight
kit made to the aim spider swift
a linen covered face he tried to lift.........

the glow on her face
struck him bright
the serenity of the face
robbed his respite
wonderstruck! he failed to move
the gun in his hand
he'd lost his groove!
quite new to him
he'd begun to shiver
as he ran back
out of the house
and threw his gun
in the nearest river !



Mar 16, 2011

YEARN TO EXPRESS , OH! STARRY NIGHT
FOR I CAN'T SPEAK
AND YOU CAN'T BE MORE BRIGHT

EACH BREATH OF AIR, INFUSES MY SOUL
THE RESILIENT FERVOR , WANT NO MORE
TO GET ASHORE

AS I DRIFT, AND DRIFT
THROUGH THOSE MEMORIES I SIFT
EFFORTING TO BE SANE.
RELIVE THAT LIFE ( AND SOME IN DREAMS)
WONDERING....
THE CHOICES THAT I'VE MADE

HAD LONGED TO SAY, WAS MAIMED BY REASON
WISH COULD CHARGE MY FATE FOR TREASON
WORKED HARD, BUT FOR YOU OH STARS!
ITS TOUGH FORGETTING , THINGS OF TEH PAST!

Mar 14, 2011

water

water! oh water!
giver of life
engulf me in your spite
end all strife
as i yearn to see
the magic
of your purity

strike at fear, the way
you strike this land
wash away guilt, remorse , as you
take back the sand

ingest the failures , of my setting sun
enthrall me with your music,
the unending rhythm ,as you,
let forth cool breeze.

oh water! oh water!
can't you speak to me?
of unseen lands and
equally enchanting seas!
and strangest of creatures
dwelling in your belly!
as you take turns
on the earth you run
caressing, every seed you meet
dissolve our sorrows, and our dead ones
your arrival , with happiness we greet
with chirping birds and joyous beast
as on our happy faces you pour
dousing the embers
of my parched soul!




no matter how much i try life refuses to cross by fate turns her head away but my heart refuses to sway i hate this word......optimism ...