oh beloved happiness

 can i track you down?

i followed your footsteps so long

and all  i fish  is that lil frown

she smiles at me innocent

i can't help ;but listen

lose your track and drift again....

in my world of doom and disdain

gloom speaks to me and i answer too!!??

she hands me back........

those memories of you

irony helps, and lends a smile

lil frown giggles, she's so guile

as i sit back , reflecting again??

on fruitless thought, try delve again

fate comes home ,with a friend called hope

finding the self distraught,as before

shut my eyes to dream , as in past

wondering...................

is this life? If yes,

how many moments it’d last

for theres no dream divine save you

as each my breath is maimed

a million beats teh heart has skipped

and equal dreams have passed unamed!!!

as time moved on and the earth rotated
i squandered the self in dreams,
anticipating that sliver of happy thought
teh fool, impatiently,insecure,waited

unknown to teh way of worldly function
greed,the self , the pride in conjunction
he carried on , a thoughtless life
thinking,
a smile and a good heart'll suffice

his heart was naive
teh mind equally guile
suggesting means to find his way
his soul,relentless,shunning the vile
indecisive, either ways,struggled to sway

he tried to stop but time did not
was merciless to the core
as every turn of that wretched clock
he begged his fate he wants no more

surrendered,dejected he joined that jam
perceptibly alive as teh modern man
for the heart this time refused to speak
as the mind on top smirked derision
the soul,lonely still,searched for his reason!!